As far as the East is from the West, is as far as He will remove your transgressions.
We all have things we deal with, this fact was something I came face to face with this last Friday. I stayed after school to help a young man with his studies, and I witnessed the most beautiful, most free, expression of emotions I have every seen. As the young man struggled to grasp the fundamental school concepts that, I was trying to teach him, he began to cry. I could tell that we (he and I, together) had tapped in to something that was much larger than I would ever know or understand. As we worked, together, he wept more and more, to a point where he could no longer control his crying. As I tried to verbally comfort him and assure him that he would understand and there was no real need to cry, I began to understand that this young man needed love and understanding much more than he needed to be taught school subjects. He needed to know that a teacher cared for and about him.
Through it all, I was the one that was touched, and I was the one that learned, from this young man of God's creation. Isn't it amazing that God can take a situation and turn it around where you can be blessed, when the entire time you thought you were doing the blessing? I am the one with the problem; of not being able to open up to God, with all that I need to open up with. I wish I had the emotional presence to let my feelings out like this young man has. I have so many things that are so deep within my mind, my memory, and my heart that I will not share them with God. This situation, brought about one BIG question, Why not? I prayed that night that God would grant me the ability to open my heart to Him, with my problems, with my desires, with my faults, like that young man opened up to me.
I prayed to God for the ability to show that young man that God is the answer to all of our faults and problems and desires. God has grace that is enough for each of us in all of our situations.
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